When Birthdays Feel Like Deathdays
August 4, 2012 by marriageonamission
When a day that has always marked his life…
Beckons to remind me only of his death.
When the hole in my heart…
Threatens to swallow me whole.
I grab a firm hold of my grief, before my grief grabs hold of me…
And, determine to do what I’ve always done on this day.
Because in surrendering the sorrow of his absence…
I celebrate the sanctity of His presence…
And, somehow…
Someway…
It is I who receives a gift.
“…that I may gain Christ.”
Philippians 3:8
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for those who weep 
This is so beautiful… I’m so sorry for your loss… I hope you find some comfort in your beautiful words and photos:)
Thank you for writing, Jackie. I can definitely attest to “photo therapy” as part of the processing and healing. I’ll be in process for a long, long time. Bless you.
Brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for sharing, it is inspiring to see your grace, faith, and love.
Jennifer, thank you for taking the time to make a comment. That is a gift to my heart.
I honestly don’t see how anyone could read your post and NOT say something. It is very, very powerful and heartfelt.
Surrendering sorrow of his absence… celebrating sanctity of His presence… and the waves… could do nothing but let out a wail… oh BGS… no words… none.
Jesus.
A wonderful tribute to your boy. You’re right, it’s not something one would commonly think of – birthdays that feel like death days. Those who have lost a child certainly understand the feeling, though. I’m so sorry for your loss.
Rebecca, thank you so much for your kindness and compassion.
I have nominated you for a “Lovely Blog Award”… You have touched my heart with your creativity, perseverance and your desire to make a difference in the lives of others… Please see my page at http://swervingforbutterflies.com/2012/08/22/a-lovely-blog-award-thank-you/ to accept…
Congratulations 🙂
I think I did everything to accept this. Thank you so much. Means a great deal.
Words fail me, but simply – thank you so much for this post. My precious husband went Home nearly two years ago, and sometimes it seems like just last week. But knowing that he’s healed and rejoicing at Jesus’ feet is a blessing and comfort to my hurting heart. Thank you again, and may God continue to strengthen you.
Your comment brought tears of compassion and gratitude. Thank you for taking the time to write, Patricia. It means more than you can imagine. May God wrap His loving and tender arms of hope and comfort around you.